Daily musings of a 40 something Mom who in a sorta midlife crisis decided along with her husband to adopt by choice. Twice from Russia within two years! Traded in her surgical scrubs and sports car for Sesame Street and a minivan. Trying to figure out the Mommy wars, how she can be so deliriously happy as a SAHM! How she could have ever thought that "no kids" was the way to go?